Yesterday

Yesterday

Yesterday,

All my troubles seemed so far away,

Now it looks as though they're here to stay.

Oh, I believe in yesterday.

Suddenly,

I'm not half the girl i used to be,

There's a shadow hanging over me,

Oh, yesterday came suddenly.

Why he

Had to go I don't know,he wouldn't say,

I said,

Something wrong, now i long for yesterday.

Yesterday,

Love was such an easy game to play,

Now i need a place to hide away,

Oh, i believe in yesterday.

Why he

Had to go I don't know,he wouldn't say,

I said,

Something wrong, now i long for yesterday.

Yesterday,

Love was such an easy game to play,

Now i need a place to hide away,

Oh, i believe in yesterday.

editted by mira

originally by the beatles

greatest thanx

i would like to thank to u guys 4 always being there when i need u. love u all. thanx sgt!!

• UMI N ABAH who accepts me no matter wat
• ANGAH..i know i should blaja 1st..
• ATEH..thanx 4 deleting him from ur ms..
• BADRUL..who's always there..sorry mrh slalu n makes u bengang..
• PAAN..thanx 4 da briliant advice
• AYU..u understand how i feel..
• WAN..thanx 4 da support
• HASMAH..we're not besfrens but ur important to me
• IKA my cous..ur concern makes me feel important
• FIKRI u too..plz hurry back..i need u in m'sia
• SAPIX..4get ur bloody girl already
• DIBA..sorry cz i made u feel like u cant help me
• UCHUE sorry cz i didnt listen to u earlier..
• KIWAN..i know u have my back all da time..
• DYIANA..greatful to hav u..
• RAHMAN thanx 4 helping me..

to others dat i didnt mention their names...sorry..but please know that i'm thankful to hav u in my life...

THANK YOU

i wish i know why..

i dun know how to tell. rite now i feel greatly depressed,sad,feeling a lil whoozy all da time,eyes always watered with tears. hmmm.... i've asked 4 so many advice from people but i cant seem to find anything that can make me feels ok again. i hope someone could understand what i'm going through. i cant be the old mira again. i cant pretend that i'm ok cz i'm really not ok. i may smile in front of everyone but behind them i cried most of the time. i've tried so hard to be the old me again but i cant. seriously i cant. why did he do this to me? i need to know why. after all we've gone through 2getha,it meant nothing to him? am i just a girl who just happens to be there when he just brokeup with his ex? after all we've been through n its nothing? nothing at all? i used to be cheerful girl. i used to know how to control my life but now everything falls apart n i can do nothing abt it. i cant 4get him no matter how hard i try. sometimes i wish i can just erase everything abt him. i wish i can make him gone in this world before i meet him. i wish i never accepted him when he said i need u. i wish i could notice he was leaving me before i started loving him with all my heart. i wish i never love him like i do now. i wish i can turn back time. but i know that all i can do is just wish. hm.. tedy i hope u know that i really love u. please pray that i can 4get u. please help me end my pain. please please please..

heartless...

Whats the time now?
7.09pm.

Are you in great pain?
yes..so much...

Where do you want your wedding to be held at?
some grand hotel if possible..

So, tell us about yourself:
What's your name?
mira..

How old are you this year?
19...

Where are you currently living in?
taman melati setpak...​

Who is the most memorable person in your life?
frens...

Who changed your life?
him...n dat bullshit kerajaan la..

What was the best thing that had happened in your life?
having a great fam..

Who are your bestfriends?
anyone close to me..n made mylife colourful..

What is your favourite color?
pink black n white..

What do you do in your freetime?
on9 ofcz...

What is one name you adore?
dunno..

Who is your lover?
none...

Who do you think among your friends is a total jerk or whore?
nobody...

Who or what is your inspiration is life?
become a better person..

Do you think your mom will forgive you for dropping the vase today?
ofcz...

Who do you miss right now?
him...

Why are you doing this?
bored...

Why are you doing this survey?
cz i want to...

Do you have a blog?
yep..

Do you have a facebook?
ofcz

Do you have a friendster?
nope...

Do you love me?
er dunno who u r..

What are your last words?

be happy...

interview?

9th july...aku ade interview kt cyberjaya university college medical science[cucms]...it was fun!!!haha...nk taw nape..?ok 1stly, was totally unprepaired...gile ar...my abg kt interview die kul 9...aku b'tolak dr umah kul 8.30...bl klua2 je...msk mrr2,aduh jam la plak...biase la kl kn..dh la klua lwt...nk gerak dr setapak to cyber plak tu..lps je jam tu abg aku pecut gile laju...nk t'cabut jantung aku...haha..aku dok senyap je..tgn kt seatbelt...dh ah ngn saket pewotnye..haha...atoyai sabo jela...dah la plak cmtu,then tibe2 hp vibrate,umi aku kol...die tanye dh abes interview?..aku ngn slambernyer kt 'er x smpai lg ar umi,kitorg br kt tol mines'..mak aku t'kujat...mane x nye...dh 9.15 aku x smpai2 lg..ngaha..mak aku pn smpat lg ar bebel sket...aku pn senyap je ar..eventhough dh pecut cm ala2 f1 pn still we arrived there at 9.30..smpai2 jer aku g kt reception dgn pewot yg gile memulas n kelam kabutnyer..lega aku,but bkn bcz aku dh m'buang ke ape,its bcz interview tu x start pn lg...abg aku main boh je psl time aku punye interview...interview tu bl2 pn blh g asal arini la..

ok cptkn cite,bl dh smpai waktunye,name aku pn kna pggl n ade lg a bunch of bdk la..kitorg kna msk 1 room n wat essay writing exam..soklan die 'why do u want to be doc/parmacist?' in 15 minutes at least 200 words..aku kalo bab essay2 ney lomah boto..bl start je exam tu,aku cm blank 4 a few sec...god knows wat i felt dat time..glaba gile x dpt jwb..dh ar time limited nk mmpos...n i was like mira pehal ko ney,time ni plak nk blank otak...erkhh..ape2 pn alhamdulillah afta dat aku dpt idea,then aku pn hentam jela ape yg aku taw...nk tlg org la,nk taw how body works la,noble job la...haha bak kt doc kt sg buloh dl,its all text book word tuh..wuteva la..yg pasti essay writing tu cincai gile n x smpat nk wat ending cz mase dh abes..lantak la..

afta abes exam time 4 interview!!b4 dat aku kna tggu kt hall waiting 4 my turn..bl 1st bdk kna msk aku cm lek je ar...then bl 20mins pass by, i was like gile lame die interview bdk ni..ape die tanye?dh ar aku x prepare lgsg..adoi...haha..over 30mins br ar bdk tu klua..gosh from the look of her face,seems like they asked a lot..ape2 la kn...ok when it comes to my turn,aku pn msk la...bg salam n all dat..n i'm surprised dat aku x la glaba mane pn..cool gak ar..org yg interview aku is prof yg ajo anatomy...they both we're great...but aku rase diorg mesti cm nk ketawa pn ade bl interview aku...mane x nye..mulut aku cm machine gun...aku ckp je...main smbur je ape yg aku t'pk kt pale otak..reason die is so dat diorg x tanye anything dat might possible cause me to go like 'errrr...aarrr...i dun know la'..n it works..haha..smart x??tp aku ade gak t'kejut bl prof tu tanye 'do u smoke?'...i was like,do i look like a smoker 2 u..hey i'm anti ok...durhhh...haha but obviously tu sume dlm ati la...aku just kt i dun smoke n i hate smokers..haha..sorry pd sape yg terase..

anyway,i really hope dat aku blh msk cucms...but aku nk g mesir kalo blh...just abah cm x kasi je..erkhh...x pe la...abah knows best...besides..angah ade kt sane...kalo aku b'cinte then pts lg angah blh g blasah laki tu...hahaha...no la...at least bl angah ade aku jage perangai...x nk ar coup2 ni lg...i'll wait 4 my MR. RIGHT...dats all...ngee;)

love

~mira~

messed up month..;(

hey..wah..i have a blog now..my 1st blog..hahaha....saje nk luahkan ati just like my fren paan does..hai paan..aku sebut name ko..ko bace x ney?..hahaha..anyway..hope its something interesting 4 everyone to read n comment...;)

so bln ni bln plg gile wat aku..aish...dh la x dpt upu..org yg plg2 aku syg plak tgglkn aku...ape la naseb...psl upu tu aku frust gile...aku dpt 3.89..awat la x dpt msk medic ato dentist...ok fine my result chem was B- but common la..medic n dentist mane gune sgt chem...more to bio la..durhh...kerajaan mmg ske wat aku cmtu...dl x bg aku msk asrama now upu 4 degree..atoyai ape la naseb bdn..yg wat aku lg sedih is bl most of my frens sume dh smbung degree..aku plak dok umah bela lemak...gila aku jdnye buhsan dok umah...lps tu dh dok umah slalu kna bebel ngn parents..saket telinga...diorg kt blaja la wat keje umah..msk ke kemas2 umah ke tlg bibik lipat baju n all yg b'kaitan la...yeah mmg aku ank dara,kna blaja all dat..i know..but errr mls kowt..haha..still,i'm trying ok...kemas2 umah tu reti dh..msk je prob..

anyway enough abt my so boring life at home..now abt my chenta yg x kesampaian...to be honest aku mmg dh byk ex...slalunye bf2 aku yg dl,i'm always da one in control...slh skit je abes ar bf aku kna bebel...lg2 bl wat aku jelous..hah naya la bf aku...however,bl aku ngn ex aku br2 ney..his da 1 in control...dis is all bcz I LOVE HIM SO MUCH...damn it..arrgghhh...aku serious x pnah ksh if die wat cmtu...mrh aku ke anything..i really dun mind..hey love is blind..n lg 1,honestly my old bf2 yg lame tu aku syg jer..x de yg aku btl2 cinta...sbb tu bl nk break je..aku yg mintak..dh buhsan la ktkn...kire cinta monyet la kot..sorry guys..no offense k...but hey now aku dh blaja to be serious in reationship..aku cube sbr..jd setia...syg with all my heart...so there u go...i love my ex so much dat it make me a bit loko bl kitorg broke up..er y i broke up?hm...let me see...i cant say much...wat i know is he really wants a new life...4get abt da whole 2008/2009 memories...dat includes me lor...breaks my heart bl he said dat...knape la aku x dihargai bl aku dh btl2 bg committment in relationship...oh..maybe wat goes arnd comes arnd rite?tulah mira..ko dh wat byk slh kt bf2 ko yg dl2...kn dh kna blk...saket rupenye bl org yg kt syg tgglkn kt...aduh..ape2 pn..i'm trying to move on...aku akn cube lupekn si die yg ku cinta..u'll always in my heart n i love u 4eva n 4give u even though i said dat i dun wat u anyomre n i hate u n x 4give u..seryesly...ok dats all i guess..

moral of da story...ank dara blaja2 la wat keje umah..cz wuteva high ur job is u kna msk dapor gak..kang bl dh kawen mak mertua x ske..hahaha..n also blaja la smpai dpt 4 flat br blh msk medic or dentistry...kalo x end up msk private just like me...hahaha...n abt da love thingy...enjoy ur life 1st...all da coup2 thing is not so always wonderful...some may turn out colourful...but some may turn out grey all da time..jd pk2 la dl bl nk coup k...n boys n gurls kt luar sane if u promise ur partner to be 2getha smpai mati...plz stick to it...jgn just ckp je tp x wat...kalo x ade lg mgse cm aku..sakit taw!!!haha..so renung2kn lah ok?

love,

~mira~