i dun know how to tell. rite now i feel greatly depressed,sad,feeling a lil whoozy all da time,eyes always watered with tears. hmmm.... i've asked 4 so many advice from people but i cant seem to find anything that can make me feels ok again. i hope someone could understand what i'm going through. i cant be the old mira again. i cant pretend that i'm ok cz i'm really not ok. i may smile in front of everyone but behind them i cried most of the time. i've tried so hard to be the old me again but i cant. seriously i cant. why did he do this to me? i need to know why. after all we've gone through 2getha,it meant nothing to him? am i just a girl who just happens to be there when he just brokeup with his ex? after all we've been through n its nothing? nothing at all? i used to be cheerful girl. i used to know how to control my life but now everything falls apart n i can do nothing abt it. i cant 4get him no matter how hard i try. sometimes i wish i can just erase everything abt him. i wish i can make him gone in this world before i meet him. i wish i never accepted him when he said i need u. i wish i could notice he was leaving me before i started loving him with all my heart. i wish i never love him like i do now. i wish i can turn back time. but i know that all i can do is just wish. hm.. tedy i hope u know that i really love u. please pray that i can 4get u. please help me end my pain. please please please..
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